Several weeks ago, I had dinner with Robert, a friend and fellow history lover. I told him that I was a lost soul. He asked me about the Penniman book. I told him that I didn’t think I could face the manuscript again and that my writing days were over.
He asked specific questions about the people of Penniman, and I felt like something deep inside my soul came to life again. I felt a spark of joy and zeal and hope.
After our dinner, it became so clear to me: It was time to finish the project.
One year ago – April 24th – I was scheduled to give a talk on Penniman in Williamsburg. It turned out to be the day of my husband’s funeral. At the time, the Penniman manuscript – a book on which I’d labored for 4+ years – was 95% complete.
Now, one year later, thanks to Robert and Pat and Milton and others, that manuscript is finished, and after some finishing touches to the artwork, it will be ready for the printer. Hopefully.
The casual outsider may not understand that this is more than just a book. It’s a project that helps me stop thinking about the ongoing emotional angst that is my constant companion. It’s a project that helps me forget – for a few seconds at a time – that my husband died by his own hand, 48 hours after telling me that we’d grow old together.
In short, it’s a rope that’s been tossed down into this hellish pit, and it’s a way out.
It’s so much more than a book.
I’m grateful for each and every prayer offered in my name. And I’m grateful for the people that have shown up and said just the right thing at just the right time. They’re angels walking this earth in human form.
Images below are courtesy of the family of Joseph and Ola Whisnant. Thanks to the foresight and generosity of the Whisnant family, we have street views and genre scenes of life in Penniman. Cameras were probably forbidden within the cantonment of Penniman, and visitors would have subjected to a daunting search of their personal belongings, entering and exiting. These images are the only known existing photographs of the residential areas of Penniman.
Thanks again to the Whisnant Family for sharing these wonderful pictures.